So started thinking tonight....I was thinking about how many kids I wanted. I have always wanted 3 or 4 kids. Then I thought..Ok, I'm 31 years old....if you reall want for kids and ideally you want them 3 years apart, I would have to start like..today and not be done till I'm 43!!! To me that's too old for me to have a baby!. Then I think that if things don't work out with this guy then I would have to go through the shit of meeting someone and going through this whole cycle till I do find the right one. A lot of divorced people I know already have kids so this is not a concern of theres. For me, I have ALWAYS wanted to have kids and be the whole soccor mom thing. It seriously scares the shit out of me!!!! Anyway, this is just some of the things I was thinking about tonight and wanted to get off of my chest.........
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