I am on day 2 without vicodin, after using about 80 pills a week for the last 3 years...started as 18 pills a week and progressed to 80. I also drink heavily, and started to feel concerned about my health recently. My brain doesn't function the same way it used to...sometimes I drive under the influence. The whites of my eyes are yellow. I am a mess, and I need to fix myself for the sake of my family. I have finally realized that it can't be harder to live without wine and vicodin than living without my family. I would die without my family, but I would die with pills and alcohol! I am 37 now...time to grow up! The withdrawels are killing me though! Any advice on how to manage????
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