Never thought I would come to depend so much on the computer and internet for daily connection with the outside world. Its amazing how much a dx can change how you live your life. The past couple of weeks has been particularly rough with struggeling with all three dx Cancer autoimmune and migraines. stop the rollar coaster soon please. today I was talking to someone on the phone who was talking about how boring and normal their life was well I would love to have some of that for a while at least. Dont get me wrong I am blessed very blessed. I have 2 amazing children 20 and 16 an amazing extend family and a church family that would knock your socks off but I just get tired of being at home unless I am at the doctor.
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