I have decidied to close my ds acct. I am really sorry if i hurt anyone by doing this, but i don't think i will. i am just really in a bad way right now. In all aspects of my life, marriage, friends, ds, work, etc, i try so friggin hard to reach out to help people and in every aspect of my life i just never seem to get back what i put in, and i just cant do it anymore. i believe something is wrong with my personality that repels people...kinda like bug spray. i love you all, and i hope you heal quickly from the sadness of losing your dad. i will leave my acct open til the end of the day, and if there is anyone who really honestly wants to stay in touch you can let me know and we can figure something out. Peace, be well
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