July 26th would have been my Parent's 57th anniversary.. My mom was a total mess.. We spent much time at the cemetary which I know brings out soo many raw feelings... Today is 11 months since my Daddy passed away.. It is soo hard to believe.. Sometimes it feels like forever since Ive seen him, yet at times it feels like yesterday we were golfing and having a blast..I try not to act depressed for my mom.. But when I get home to my place, I completely loose it ... I get in these bouts of rage,, then uncontrollable crying... ive stayed in bed the whole weekend except for going to the cem... I just know as I grow older I will always feel like this.. My daddy was my best friend I want him back ......
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