Well its 5 yrs since daddy left me, his bday is almost here he would have been 71. Bless his soul, the family aint teh same anymore, its like everybody else has a life accept me, I want to be able to life without daddy but thats impossible, Im his seed his youngest child from his 2nd marriage. I have someone special but its hard on him too he lost his dad too, My daddy prepared me 4 economic woes but its still dampen my spirit without daddy's wisdom of money. Do yall feel lost with your dad's presence, guidance on life'e expectations? Now, im 25 with no babies, not married yet, in online college for a bachelors in pscyhology, trying 2 find myself. I lost myself five yrs ago & 15 yrs ago after my oldest brother, mark died. Without them im dead too.
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