im not handeling things well right now, i dont know why, ive just hit a low point. ive been so stressed with work, i started a second job recently and its hard juggling to two. i was supposed to be going on a rafting trip this week, but the trip got canceled. i need to get away for a while. i miss my dad so much, he would know exacetly what to say to cheer me up. i was driving yesterday, and i passed a house that had just had their yard mowed, and the smell of the fresh cut grass reminded me of him. he was a railroad engineer, and on the side he cut grass, i always went with him on jobs when i was little, and i loved that time together, just him and me. he always taught me to work hard and be proud of my work, so i know he would be proud of what im doing. i just wish i could hear it from him.
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