He never cared about his own birthday, he was always worried about someone else. It usually fell on mother's day, so he was more focused on what to do for my mom. Ive recently realized that we never gave him any kind of birthday party. Me and my sisters would make him a card or a cake or something, but he always told us not to buy him anything. The feeling that i have now that it has been over a year since hes been gone, is just realy wierd. Its like i almost dont know what to feel anymore. Its just so hard to grasp that i will NEVER get to hug him again. Moving on is the hardest thing, because i dont want to forget him in any way. I get realy upset when someone tells me something about him that i didnt know or forgot about. I just dont know what to do with myself now days...
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