I came across this site for daughters who lost their dads & thought this might be the one to join. I've written a few times on the Bereavement page. My dad died very suddenly w/no explanation several months ago & i'm really having a bad day today-was fine until driving home. I can go sometimes for days or weeks w/no problem & then all of a sudden it really hits me hard. I cry for the times we'll never have together most-of the lost opportunity. Today is really painful-i don't know how to make the pain stop but it helps to know others feel the same. Work really helps me but i can't work all the time-i have chest pain occassionally & feel like at times God leaves me to fend for myself to see how i'll do. I don't understand sometimes why he allows me to hurt. I don't perceive hurting as a good thing & don't see what lesson it's teaching me. If it's "getting me ready for the next time" i don't think that's working. Really painful today.
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