Today marks the 5months that you left all of us. I still can picture your face and hear your voice. It feels like yesterday that I saw you last. I knew you had the best intentions into seeing and talking to me and I am sorry that I was not there. You are the light of my life and my world is revolved around you. People understand the pain of losing someone like I did but no one understands the guilt and regret I live with. I only wish I knew how you TRULY and HONESTLY felt. I know that you loved me and I hope you knew I loved you, know one knows but you. I am always told that when someone is a parent, no matter what happens you know that your children loved you. But no one knows, it is now to late. I am sorry I didnt call you on every fathers day and every birthday. I am sorry I didnt go to family functions to your side with you. I did go to easter and it was devistating that after all this time, this one was the first one I went to in years and you were no where to be found. Me, Britt and Drew miss you SO much and we wish we could see you again.
We love you! We cannot believe you are gone. It tears at our hearts!
Everything WE do, WE do it for YOU! Heres to you dad!
John M. Urban
Nov 25th 1960 - Nov 6th 2007
Leaves behind 2 daughters(20,17) and 1 son(14)