I may be feeling this way because I have hit the anger stage of grieving but I am furious at my dad for dying. I feel like a lot of crappy stuff has been happening lately and I am mad at him for leaving me to deal with it. What doesn't help is the fact that a psychic told my stepmom he didn't want to live with out his limbs (which may have happened had he lived) so he chose to die. That is a terrible thought because I am selfish and would have wanted him here even if he had no limbs. These are terrible thoughts I know but I am just very upset with him right now.
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