when my dad came home n told us the awful news that he had cancer n theres nothing that cud b done they said he has two yrs... my heart broke that was the last day i hugged him i cried for wks... i shut my self off from him we chatted alittle but watching him get sick was something i cudnt do ... he died 8 months later.. i wish i hugged him more n wished i told him i loved him i hope he new.... i havent grieved properly ihavent accepted hes gone i just act like he never exsisted.... i havent cried for him since he died until just now writing this... i had a big breakdown due to not grieving but with help im on the mend.............. all i want to say is i love u soooooooooo much brian (dad) im sorry i shut my self off n wasnt there for u as a daughter shud
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