I am 41 single, my chrons was to much for ex he found a healthy woman who didn't mess herself in the night. My pouch spasms and hurts like hell. I take sleeping pills to help me to sleep and I wake up and have to clean myself up. I have tried drug after drug. I am not looking for a miracle just alittle firmer stools. It is embarassing. I have a new man in my life for about 2yrs and he is very understanding. My big scars don't seem to bother him or the fact I sleep with a towel because of accidents. I wear a pad all the time. When I am close to my period and during the diarhea gets worse. I keep myself very clean with baby wipes all the time. But with my diabetees I can not take most stariods and have had bad side affects or allergic reactions to others. My doc has talked about other infussions to surpress my immune system the last time I did that I got Legioneers desease and ended up allergic to it anyway. I would do anything for firmer stools and less spasms. Any body have any suggestions. I will try anything. This whole thing is embarassing. I just want to die why God has let me live through all this so many surgeries and deseases I don't know. I am on so many sleep aids and aniaxioty meds allong with xifxin. I take vitamins because everything processes so fast. I am 5'7" and struggle to maintain 125lbs. I also belong to depression group because of lack of sleep from this. If I don't take sleep aid from doc I sleep so light and am in bathroom all the time. I am a young woman still and I am misserable. Some times the diarhea is like acid and burns my skin off my bottom it is bloody raw. HELP any suggestions I will try anything. I am desperate.
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