I haven't been on here 4 awhile. Life sucks. There r so many shitty things going on in my life. I would just love to get into bed and not get out. I have wrote b4 of my stresses. Sorry if u have read it b4 but I need to vent again. I have UC and the systoms r really getting 2 me. However, I do feel better than last yr. I was in the hospital 3x's plus in bed 4 over 3 months. I also have a home bound daughter. She has many health issues. She has been home 4 over 6 yrs. She is getting a little better. But she'll probably need another surgery. Also my husband has had many strokes, is daibetic and eye problems. I know he is upset about all of his health issues but he is being a real ass. He picks at me and r daughter almost everyday. Three months ago I feel. I hurt my collar bone. I have been off of work plus going 2 pt. It is still swollen but I am going back 2 work tomorrow. I am praying I can work. One month ago I got a terrible bladder infection that went into my kidneys. I was given a antibotic that made my tongue swell. I couldn't close my mouth or eat. I was in the hospital 4 a few days. But the worse is a friend of mine ( I knew her most of my life) died in Feb. from cancer. Then just 2 weeks ago her 28 yr old son died. I have known him since he was born. My daughter and him were very good friends. He had a heart attack and died suddenly. As if this isn't enough to digest another 1 of my daughter friends died yesterday. Life just sucks. How to b positive.....It is so very hard.
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