So its Friday and I have been hospitalized for 5 days now.I haven't really allowed myself to cry about it till today. I am so depressed and scared. after uncontrolled fever vomiting and heavy cramping/bleeding the ER admitted me, but not without one doctor taking up the attitude that I was simply drug seeking, I am so sick of that. I have been on IV fluids and IV nutrients since Monday and hadnt kept anythig down for days before then. Even with 90mgs steroids and around the clock care I am still not well enough to go home. I feel so hopeless having tried everything from years of pred/ oral medications, methotrexate, remicade and cimzia. even my doctors dont know where to go from here. I am on the verge of losing my job from time off. I am freaking out, any comments would be a comfort.
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