Wow, thought for certain the farm was going into foreclosure about an hour ago, man, I awoke coughing up what little brains I have left, couldn't breathe or catch a breath to save my sorry soul, scared hell outta both me and Red, he was wagging his tail in my face trying to create a breeze for me, I think he was so nervous for me that he passed a bit of wind right in my face. Man, not being able to breathe is some scary business, grabbed my duolin inhaler and proceeded to medicate myself, had to force my body to do some pursed lip breathing which goes against the grain of thinking, kinda like dropping the nose of your aircraft to increase your glide-slope, I have no idea yet if it's OK to write like this in the message section or where it goes, but, it definitely helps to slow down my anxiety and assist me in breathing, ya, I know, do I want some cheese with all this whine??(LOL)
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