Had another apt. with my specialist today I have mild copd. I figured out today I am not dealing with this well. I am wallowing in self pity and being a victim I am sad I feel like I have nothing to work towards cuz I just die anyways. But then I thought I need to get out of this for I have not done anything with my life and I should make the best out of the years I have left. I want to cry and grieve for the life I will not live but can't let myself I just get more bitter every day
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