for years i have lied to everyone i knew, lived a double life outside of my marriage.. my marriage is over, and i found a woman that i truly love. only thing is i stil constantly lied to her about things big and small. all she asked was that i was honest , and i continued to lie to her. when i was caught and it was something simple i would lie about it insted of telling the truth. i dont know why i do it, but it seems to easy to do it. ive finally hit rock bottom, and i am looking for the help ive needed that i continued to push away for years.