My best friend got mad at me because i lied to her. I told her i stopped cutting. But now im telling the truth and she knows i am.she knows im trying hard to stop. I havent cut in 2 months!! But after it all happened it screwed our friendship up.i feel like an idiot because her friendship was the best friendship ive ever had. But ive changed and i wanna show her that i have but i dont know how?. I wanna spend more time with her and just regain her trust and get our friendship back. I dont know how to talk to her about me wanting to spend more time wit her.its hard for me cuz i always make mistakes even when i try so hard not to. Im afraid she'll always till judge me for lieing to her. I wana prove to her that ive changed. I dont wanna loose her again.BUT I dont know how to show her. please can any1 help me?????????????
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