I'm completely confused! I thought I had absolutely everything figured out. I was totally gay, had fantasies about other women, the whole schpiel. But lately, it's been weird. I think what really did it for me was tonight; I was at a movie, and on watching one of the previews (17 again, for what it's worth) found myself going bright red when Zac Efron came on the screen. I absolutely don't understand it! For one, I've never been into Zac Efron, I've never really been into guys! The thought of being with a guy seems really awkward, but how can I explain the intense blush? I've already come out as gay. If it turns out I'm not completely, I don't know how to tell people or if I even should. Has this happened to anyone else?
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