I alwaze try to be happy or smile,but there is alwaze something or someone whu will stomp on the moood.My family alwaze tells me not cry cos it shows type of weakness,and I have seriouz depression and anger problems. there ain't nobody out there whu can help me,but if there is,that'd be kewl.My life iz shit,been all over the place with a family whu can't help you with shit.I have tobuy my own shit.My own foood.Like my family ain't normal,they're facked up as faack.I know there are others with other issues,but my life ain't fun thing.Been through alot,young.seen a demon at age 6,and almost died of an overdose at 16.Life is crazy.I just want to die sometimes just to get away from all this shit.I try not to drink alcohol,cos tht increases my thoughts of commiting suicide,and my anger.what can i do?
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