I've just told my mom that I'm almost positive I'm lesbian. And I have also told my best friend. My mom continues to tell me how sick and twisted I am, and that she's not at all sure if being gay is as bad as being a low-life druggie gangster. She also tries to make me feel guilty by saying that she feels like a failure as a mother. I tell her that I'm sorry she can't understand, and that it's ok because we were both brought up in 2 VERY different situations. But I'm glad my friend is there for me. The first thing she asked me was what's my type of girl. I thought it awkward having that conversation w/ her since she's straight, but then she kept asking because she said she would try and find me one. I'm glad I have atleast one person cheering on my team. My mom, by the way, makes me feel like the lowest, dirties, scum on the face of this earth. She's so disappointed, and I really don't know what to do to deal with her negative reaction, since it affects me so much. My grades have been slipping because of her inability to love me and accept me. Any suggestions as to what i should or shouldn't do next??
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