I am 22 and I think I have always known that I was gay but I never let myself believe it until about a year ago. My best friend is now my girlfriend, and we have taken an oath to each other that in our minds we are married. Since we cant legally get married we have just taken oaths to one another and we even wear wedding rings. I call her my wife. My family has no idea that I'm gay or that we are together, and neither does her family. Around our families we just acted like best friends, but as soon as we are alone that's a whole different story. We are very much so in love. No one knows. It is a BIG secret. She would like for us to come out, and she is waiting for me no matter how long I take, but I dont think my family will accepted it and I think they will want to disown me. I am very scarred to come out to my family and friends. My family is like very strict Christian, and I think they will throw the bible at me, and tell me I going to hell. I still live with my dad and I think he would kick me out if I told him. I just dont know what to do.
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