I hate being gay/bi I dont know my whole life I just dont know when i started developing a liking to guys and its driving me insane. at times i feel like getting killed or doing suicide but I tell myself not to. I want to be straight. not cause other people see me as a gay or a bi person but i just want to be a normal person. Is this normal for me? what do I do? I cant just tell my parents this..it really is a problem for me..
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