I never thought coming out would be the easiest thing. but up until now, i was always just apathetic when it came to people knowing. Well ever since this incident with my mother... I've been feeling horrible about myself. My mother keeps telling me, "it's not you! it's not who you are!" - i never know what to say to that. It's just hard figuring out who i am when people are pushing that i'm gay and then people pulling me away from it. I can usually figure these things out by myself, but it wasn't supposed to be this difficult.
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