I lost my best friend because i started cutting....i cant take it.....i never wanted this to happen..i want her back and ill do anything....but we dont always get what we want....i wish we did......im lost and confused.....i dont know what to do.....I WANT TO STOP.....is there anything i can do to get my best friend back....or at least show her that she can trust me.....i want her to not have to worry about me...but i really want her back....im teird of screwing up my life and loosing the people i care about.....What can do to get her back ill do ANYTHING!!!!!?????????????????????????
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