I just came out a couple of weeks ago that I am a lesbian. I have always dated men, and everyone has always kindof assumed that I was bi sexual. I just broke up with my boyfriend and have done some intense soul searching. I just know that when I am "with" a man, all I can think about is a women. I get bored in bed with men, but not at all with women. However, I am still trying to overcome this...I don't know....engrained idea that I have to marry a man!....Is it normal to struggle with this? And I just told my sister tonight. She was the last one for me to tell. Her reaction shocked me. She said that I change my mind a lot and she always thought it was just a phase. She said she loves me and doesn't care as long as I'm happy, but I still got the feeling like she thought it was gross or something...I've been trying to tell myself that it doesn't matter and I'm just assuming, but it is just killing me inside!...Right now I feel like I hate it that I like women so much and I just want to cry! I guess I just feel mad at myself right now for having the feelings that I do...See...I can't even hardly say it...Being a lesbian!
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