Ok so there is a girl that likes me nd I think she's cool too but when I asked her 2 go out she said like "no". I asked her why she said no and she said its b/c I havent come out. She wants an open relationship and she likes me alot but she won't go out on a date just b/c I wont come out. I never said anything to her about starting a relationship, I just asked her out though. Her response just took me by surprise especially her reasoning. I haven't come out b/c I am in the public eye too much. I travel playing the violin and I do photo shoots for different stores. I have a job at a law firm as a secretary. People at church call me an angel and think I am so sweet and helpful. I dont know what to do. I cant just come out. Some people hate people who like the same sex. Lexy just doesn't understand that. I tried telling her but she still doesn't. I have known her for a while and I thought about the possibility of us being together when she mentioned it before. I just don't think I should or want to. I dont want people to look at me differently and talk about me behind my back. I dont want to possibly loose all I have going for me but Lexy is a great person. She has always been there and been understanding so I dont want to loose her either. She wants me to tell if we are going to be together but I dont want to. I dont think I need to. I mean I dont see why it's not good enought that we are together. Why should I have to come out so we can see each other? I dont know what to do. I feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. Help me please..........
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