I am really frustrated because I haven't told ANYONE at all about my sexuality. I want so badly to be myself, but it just seems too hard, especially when you have really religious family members who think that being gay is wrong. I am even afraid to tell my best friend in the whole world. I'm afraid that I'm going to lose her. I know that sounds silly because she is my Best Friend and she should accept me for who I am, but for some reason I don't think she will. My parents are always gay-bashing which really makes me feel bad because everytime I think about coming out, I get afraid when I hear them speak badly about gay people. My best friend is also starting to get suspicious because I have kind of been distancing myself from her because I feel bad that I'm keeping this from her. I'm just so confused and this whole thing is keeping me from enjoying life the way I would like to. I don't know what I should do.
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