Hey all! I am 19 and I have known I am gay my entire life. I just recently decided to try telling people, so I let some of my close friends in on my secret. They were all very supportive and made me feel comfortable with who I am. But even with their support I am still very scared to tell my parents. My family does not support homosexuality. They are constantly talking negatively about homosexuals and I am scared that if they find out that I am gay they will not love me anymore.... I know it sounds stupid but they already treat me like crap...I am a bit overweight and I am honestly trying to slim down and be healthy but every time I start exercising or trying to eat healthier they make fun of me and tell me that I can't do it. I honestly cry myself to sleep most nights..I have considered suicide multiple times and I am just scared. I don't express my feelings to anyone. I just keep everything bottled up inside because I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings...I just wanted to come on here and look for some support, maybe find a friend to talk me through this. Any advice would be greatly appreciated
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