I am new to this site,I had to find a place to talk. Two years ago on March 3rd I went in for a colon test. After the test me and my husband planned to go to our favorite resturant for lunch. But I didn't leave the hospital till 9 days later. They had found cancer and removed a foot of my colon. I was strong and thought I was fine my cancer was gone. I just found out my CEA blood test came back high. Friday I am seeing my doctor to set up another colonoscopy and I am scared. How could this come back??? One moment I am fine the next I am on the verge of tears. I have not cryed in front of my husband, I feel I need to be strong for him. Its when I'm alone that I feel like I am falling apart. Will I have to go thru surgery again. My greatest fear is having to have a colostomy bag. I don't think I can live my life like that. Do they give you a choice, so many things are running thru my mind, I never in a million years thought my cancer would come back, it never crossed my mind. I feel so stuipd.
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