I'm soon to be a Freshman! And I thought this was going to be fun, but it's SO FAR FROM THAT. My family can not put forth any money what-so-ever for college, so i'm praying and applying for as many scholarships/grants as possible. I hate to say it, but I have a terrible feeling.. I'm going to have to get a loan urgh =(.. But I need a new computer. Mine just wont hold up to all the college stuff. I'm so stressed, I want to pull my hair out! I want to just say No! No to college, but I can't. This sounds horrible.. but I want to give my future family a better life than what I have. Yes my mom has given me so much.. But I never want to struggle when I have a family. I want there to always be enough money. Not ever having to worry.. Well i've rambled enough..
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