i broke up with a great guy a few weeks ago. my unresolved issues, depression, and anxiety caused me to act out and i knew i had to end the relationship. but now i'm really lonely on campus. i sit in my room in my apartment with the door closed and i don't talk to my roommates much. he was my best friend, the only person i felt like i could tell everything to without being judged, and now i feel very alone. i've talked to him occasionally since the breakup but i feel as if he is only talking to me because of my depression, like he feels bad for me. he says this isn't the case and he seems as if he is trying to understand what i'm going through. i acted out so outrageously when i got into really depressive moods. i want to find out ways to be more open and trusting so i can make new friends at school and stop feeling so lonely!
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