I just need to talk and maybe someone can help. It's my birthday and I'm depressed. I'm prone to depression but i haven't been depressed in awhile. I brought this upon myself because I'm lazy. I just moved to a new city and am staying with my mom except that everyone here speak french and I barely know french. I'm going to an english school but for some reason I can't get into my courses but that may be because only 2 of my seven courses have anything to do with what I'm studying. I can't get myself to do my work in any of those classes and because of that I've started skipping classes because I don't want to admit to not doing my work. I'm scared to face my teachers and I've started lying to my about going to classes because if she knew I wasn't going to classes she would kill me. So now I'm lying to both my mom and my teachers and I've dug myself into a hole and i can't get out of it. I've ruined my chances at passing most likely therefore ruining my chance at getting a good job later on in life. I've screwed myself over and I don't know wat to do. All I do is sleep and eat and then worry. And I know i should do my work but when i go to do it I just stare at it and start crying. Am I in the wrong courses/school? Should I quit and try a different school that will give me what I need or am I already so screwed that nothing can fix this? I don't know what to do. Please help me.
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