It seems like of all my issues and I have a few. Codependency is one of if not the hardest to free myself of. I feel like I will never get to the point where I don't need validation from other people. I found out yesterday someone I thought was my friend had been talking behind my back. It rocked my world, starting thinking maybe I am those things she said...but I'm not. Have I made some bad choices...sure I have but I am not a bad person. I need other people to tell me I am pretty, sexy, desireable, funny, loving, kind...anything I perceive as good. I just want to know those things myself...I can put on a good fascade but that is all it is. So tired of being fake....just want to be me. Sometimes I am not even sure who that is.
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