Okay I am having a hard time today with the fact I am missing my ex. I am engaged to another guy and I horribly miss my ex and have been crying over him today. My ex is currently in jail right now and he keeps calling me collect and not purposely but I miss his calls each time. Then I I figure out he called I get upset and cry. Like I wanna talk to him but I know it would not be a good thing because my fiance would not like that to much. What is wrong with me and why do I feel this way that my fiance loves me and would not want to lose me and my ex bf loves me and wants me to be with him and here I am with the engaged guy and missing my ex? I know deep down inside who I think is right for me but I am missing the other one horribly. What do I do? If I leave my fiance would be really depressed because I know this man loves me and does anything for me. I could not bare to leave him either because I was with my ex and dumped my ex for my fiance because the day I met him....I could not stop thinking of him and how much he made me smile when I met him. I have not ever felt so comfortable instantly around a man or like I was going to melt. I thought that was a sign that me and him were meant to be and I dumped my ex and started seeing my fiance....now...it has been a year and yes im engaged now and I still miss my ex? why???? I am going crazy here.
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