Im new to this site, this is my first time doing anything like this. I am in a relationship with an alcoholic that is very emotionally abusive. When we argue and he leaves I feel like Im going to die, I have panic attacks, anxiety, anger, rage, depression and a whole range of emotions. Why do I feel like this? I know that I would be better off if he would stay gone and we parted. I know all the logical answers, why do I feel so frantic? I find myself driving around looking for him, crying and cursing. I actually feel like I am in physical pain, like im going to die! I really want to end this relationship, but feeling this way is making it impossible. Any advice or insights?
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