So my husband left on Thursday night(snuck out) and came back on Saturday morning, he spent all that time smoking crack and drinking.I let him know that I can't live like this anymore and his response is "I'm tired and I talk to about it later". He got up on Sunday morning and went out and got his beer and came back and let me know what a rightous B!#*@ I was. He then took off again to go and do his drugs. He came back last night and I again let him know how I was feeling and he told me "It is know different then him going to a football game with his buddies". I ended up sleeping in the spare bedroom to have him keep coming in and trying to cuddle with me, he wakes me up this morning by coming in the room at 4:30 and tries to cuddle again, I reject him and get up and get ready for work 2 hours early! Why do I feel guilty for rejecting him!!! He is the one that is ruining our marriage and family!
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