I am in a stable relationship and my partner treats me with respect and loyalty and although he doesn't understand most of the things i have been through, he stays by my side even though i have a drug problems and lots and lots of issues about everything. When i first met him i was attracted to him because he was everything my ex partners where not, he's stable, reliable, kind and caring but within theses last few months my life with him and my children seems boring, i am not use to stability and i don't feel attached to him any more because he is not a dick head, i should be amazingly grateful with my partner and my two beautiful children but i miss the excitement of my old life where one day i could be crazy in love with my ex partner and the next i would hate him with all my heart for abandoning me even though he treated me like shit, I've only ever been in love, once with my ex partner and now i don't believe in love any more and i feel awful for my new loving partner because i can't return his feelings how ever hard i try, should i just stay with my stable partner and try and work at it because we do have a good friendship, or do i give it up in the hope that i will fall in love again one day, help ???
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