I ahve been with my BF since the end of December (very end of December). Everytime we get closer I do something unattractive like question his loyalty, accuse of him of cheating, am over giving, am emotionally demanding, cry a lot, get scared, etc. I was in an abusive marriage for 8 years and have PTSD, so I know this hypervigilance that I have is unaatractive and I am trying very hard to overcome it but everytime he and I get a littl closer it rears its ugly head and I do not have a lot of control over it. Any advice, observations, or life experiences would be greatly appreciated...
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...