I ahve been with my BF since the end of December (very end of December). Everytime we get closer I do something unattractive like question his loyalty, accuse of him of cheating, am over giving, am emotionally demanding, cry a lot, get scared, etc. I was in an abusive marriage for 8 years and have PTSD, so I know this hypervigilance that I have is unaatractive and I am trying very hard to overcome it but everytime he and I get a littl closer it rears its ugly head and I do not have a lot of control over it. Any advice, observations, or life experiences would be greatly appreciated...
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