hello, until 5 days ago i was in a relationship ... he is an alcoholic with a very bad temper. Last tuesday he blew up and left. This isn't the first time but somehow it feels different. Before I kept taking him back. This time I don't think he is going to ask to come back. Logically this sounds like the best thing right??? So why do I feel so lonely? so sad? so angry? so afraid? What I am left with is an emotional void, and a home I cannot carry on my own, while he walks away, totally scott free. Where's the fairness? Where's the accountability? I am in turmoil ... I don't know what to do, or where to start?
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