I am married (10 yrs.) I have 2 children and my husband absolutely adores me. My daddy is prison and I was looking on the DOC website. I was looking up someone and I decided to look up an the guy I dated before I got married. I didn't think he would be on it. I was very shocked. I can't stop worrying about him. I cant even sleep. I emailed his mom (which is crazy since I haven't seen her in 10 yrs. She told me he was a drug addict. He didn't do drugs until after we broke up. I am embarassed to say that I have written him 2x. I didn't put my name on the first card, just some encouraging words and scriptures. I did put my name on the other letter, but no return address on either. I feel so bad for him. It breaks my heart into a million pieces. I know that I can't do this, but part of me wants to take him away when he gets out and take care of him forever. This is absolutely insane! I have been doing so good with the codependent thing. Has anyone ever experienced this?
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