i lived with a man who had many disorders..read some in journal. but i did everything for him. but after fueding with him, he sought help, meds,got a job, and lives im hoping a gd life now. im no longer with him, but he has left me with a world of pain inside for all the bad things that went on between us. it wasnt easy to live with a paranoid schizophrenic with bipolar and a touch of autism. i was unaware of these things upon meeting him, found out the hard way but already loved him. but he caused my mind pain, and im hurting inside. he doesnt c me anymore, at my request, because we had little in common. but i still miss him, and love him dearly inside, even though there is alot of hurt in there too. i can only wish him well.
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