I am so stressed/angry/sad/annoyed. There are many mixed emotions going through my mind. A friend of mine told me she tried to commit suicide and still wanted to so I took her to a psychiatric hospital. I am her emergency contact and she isn't talking to her family. I had to call in to her work and they say I have to call in every day she is gone. I worry about her and about how much the stay will cost her and her family. I am angry because today was supposed to be a fun day but I'm sitting here stressed and upset. I don't want anymore responsibility and it's a lot to have a friend's life on your shoulders. My heart races with stress and I can't breathe right. I feel like crying. I know this sounds selfish but it feels as though she doesn't care about how it effects me. I want her to be safe but I can't be her rock when I can hardly take care of myself. Does anyone have advice? How can I distance myself from her? I honestly don't know if I even want to be her friend because I dealt with a sick girlfriend for the past year and a half. I was happy to be free from worry and guilt but here I am again, upset.
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