So- I may top all problems today.... I am sure that this is the most complex situation that I have ever dealt with in my life. I am married- struggling with my husband and my Mom recently passed and I am struggling with accepting that I love someone else that I am pretty sure I am hooked onto just because there are parts of him that I can potentially FIX :) this is not the first unhealthy relationship with an addict. And when he is not in jail- he does not seem to need me.. and then he goes to jail, pledges his love to me again and I fall for it EVERY TIME!!! How do I cut the cord with this unhealthy, damaging relationship?? Why is it so hard to go cold turkey??? Why do I get such a rush from being around him?? Do you think it could be because he makes me feel important?? I NEED SOME ADVISE - I have until 4pm today to figure out what I am going to say to him.
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