I walked out on 09/7/09 and realized that I actually did the right thing. I rented a truck last Friday and got most of my things. Today, I called him and asked him if I could come get the rest of my things. He said yes, well I got cursed out and he started throwing things in the driveway and breaking my crystal candle holders. I called the police and he cut himself with a piece of glass and told the officer I assaulted him. I couldn't believe him. I almost went to jail for an agreed appointment to get the rest of my things. This hurt me like a knife cutting into me. I came home and took a valiumn and I just thank God that I don't have to go back there. He is on 3 websites dating and saying that he is divorced. I don't think so. How can they just move on so very quickly, I don't know. I have no plans to go back to him. I am trying to get myself together financially and trying to get enough of a down payment for a car. I am walking to work, but have to get a ride to get doctor appointments and to the store. I just want not get depressed and I feel myself going there. I am trying to focus on the fact that I do have my own apartment now and I have my daughter to keep me sane. My dog is so cuddly now, I think he knows how I fee. All I did was wanted to be loved. I wish I could yell to the women he dates what type of man he is. Even the police officer says that he will probably be an old lonely old mad and will die alone.
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