I recently read about the founder of AA. How when he was at his lowest ebb he cried out in pain 'if there is a god to reveal itself'. At that point he had a profound spiritual awakening and this was the beginning of him being able to deal with compulsions that ran his life. Without sounding like a child at a candy store, I would like to have a spiritual awakening too. I need to know that there is more to this life other than feeling like crap and disconnected. Surely life isn't supposed to be this horrible or is it?
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