Hey its been day one, no boy/friend by my side cus he chated on me! im so angry! my emotions r all over the place... now he says he loves me! but it was easy to have unprotected sex drunk with some other girl and not tell me for 4 months, do u know how mad that makes me feel i just scream.. and cry until there are no more tears to stream down my beautiful sad cheeks! if only he knew the pain i feel now! i feel alone, dont have any more weed to smoke! feel like my world is over! y am i so scared of being alone! what to do with myself! i invested lots of time and energy with him and its all gone! im nto coping well!! my heart is hurting! i just want to be held! i want my mum and dad to tell me im goingto be ok, cus i really dont feel like i am....feel like im my own prisonor..please help someone.......... :( :(
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