I have just had a few very difficult days with my relationship, myself, my daughter, my job - everything. I was very convinced it was because of my partner and his behaviour and now I am thinking his behaviour was a reaction to me feeling out of control and then trying to control everything. And then I think, what if this is his manipulation to make me feel it was me etc etc... I just got so CONFUSED about who's fault what is and then i wonder does that really matter? After three - four days of total crisis I am trying to just think what i can do to improve the situation. I am trying to bring it back to me. But I just needed to share this with the group and I had even forgotten that i was part of this group and that yes - I do suffer from co-dependancy. :-( I am just plain sad and I just needed to share that i guess...
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