It is pretty scary when I started looking, I mean really looking at myself. I don't like who I see when I am being real and not trying to pretend that everything is fine and rosy. I am the person who tries to control others and everything around her, but didn't realize it until just recently, how hard it must be for my husband. My boys are adults and have their own lives now, but barely have time for me in any way shape or form. I am beginning to understand how I tried to control everything about them, its no wonder they stay clear of me. Its no wonder I don't really have any friends, I either cling to them or try and control them. Wow, too much realization for one night........
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